alarm chirps.
i slept through the night.
be still.
all is calm.

inversion.
i turn on the sun.
a peaceful morning.

out the door i go.
i see a familiar face.
we talk.
and just like that, i feel it coming.

my mind races.
my heart is pounding.
alone in a crowded room.
the constant flow of tears.
i sneak back home.

calm down.
breathe.
inhale.
exhale.
repeat.

just like that.
the darkness takes over.

no one cares.
why am i alive?
just take me, God.
end the pain.

just like that.

[This is not a cry for help. This is not something you should worry about. I want to write about my life, the beautiful and the ugly. I want you to know that you are not alone.]

You are loved. 🙂